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yay for work

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:58:12 GMT

WE DON'T HAVE ROOM FOR CONTACT LENSE DISPLAY CASES!!!!!!

hahah oh my gawd.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 15:31:57 GMT

I'm tired...........

Another story to tell....

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:08:02 GMT

Remember, anything in Italics is straight fictional. Do NOT get them confused with me writing about my personal life.... That's a whole DIFFERENT story... Enjoy...

I suddenly felt the urge to run into the rain and feel the raindrops on my cheeks... Like my warm tears, they were comforting... Almost subsiding my empty feeling inside...
My hair is all wet from standing here... My makeup washed and rubbed away... My clothes dampened... My skin, soaked to the bone....
Yet I felt so good... About everything... Like nothing mattered....
Like nothing mattered at all.....
It felt so good.... So so good... In fact... I wish I felt like this forever... A neverending feeling that I could forever live with.... Who would've thought I'd find something that made it all go away...

If only I could erase every memory of every thought of everything that reminded me of how things use to be... Every moment that was "cherished" and all of the feelings that were "shared"... I'd do almost anything to get rid of it all...

Yet at the same time... I want it to all be there for me to remember... For me to look back and say, "Good times..." But why is it that I feel like I can't even contain myself because it bothers me so much? Because I feel like every time I think about it, I get so angry I just want to kick, scream, and yell?

I'm in the rain again... The rain is washing it all away... Goodbye everything... Goodbye emotions... Goodbye emptiness... Goodbye to it all... Let the rain wash it all away....

This Texas weather is pissing me off... Though, I can't complain... It's not burning hot just yet... I lost my garage space since mom just bought a new car.. Bummer. Oh well.

same old shit that gets us all peeved...

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 04:11:40 GMT

should've just went home right? should've just been like. fuck that shit. should've just been like. whatever i'm w/ friends and who gives a shit.

but no. i just had ot have my way right?

what the fuck ever. now i want to go home.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 07:35:18 GMT

happy new year everyone.
hope the last day of 2007 was bad ass for you guys.
and i hope the first few hours of 2008 was wonderful.

wish i could say the same for mine.
until next time i blog.

maybe next time ill have more meaningful things to say.
at the moment i'm a bit numb and a bit irritated to even bother to write without getting all
stupid and emotional on you guys. ill save that for later.
=)

happy 2008 mother fuckers.

ungh

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 16:37:21 GMT

I hurt. =/

ignorance is NOT bliss people!

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 23:34:29 GMT

i'm online and some guy ims me....... -_____-

asdf: with a body like yours, you ever consider modeling?
asdf: i got a friend that pays 50 bucks a month if your interested
so lexuality: i get paid 100 an hour for a shoot k thnx. but no thanks (side note: i really don't but seriously!! MY REGULAR DAY JOB PAYS ME MORE THAN 50 BUCKS A DAY! wtf.)
asdf: lol
asdf: it was an offer asshole
asdf: didnt have to come at me like that
so lexuality: and i'm rejecting
so lexuality: no one can even LIVE off of 50 bucks a month
so lexuality: that's like gas money for a money homie
asdf: consider it a part time job
asdf: sheesh
asdf: homie g
asdf: huh
so lexuality: unfortunately i get paid better booking my own gigs - but thanks for the offer anyway
asdf: so you got some hood in you
asdf: LOl
asdf: ok ok, book your own gigs and forget about my offer
asdf: but next time you need a job, i wont be here to offer anymore
so lexuality: that's fine. .50 bucks a month is trash
asdf: tell that to people in mexico!
so lexuality: we're in the fucking united states of america. who gives a fuck
asdf: ughhh... im from sacramento
asdf: get your shit right
asdf: homie
so lexuality: that's california stupid
asdf: duh
asdf: you act like i dont know
so lexuality: that's part of the unifirt states of america
so lexuality: united*
asdf: so your a history teacher and a model
so lexuality: it's "you're"
so lexuality: you're = conjunction for you ARE
asdf: english teacher to?
so lexuality: too*
asdf: too*
asdf: beat chu to it
asdf: sucka
so lexuality: should've typed it right the first time
so lexuality: thanks fo rthe offer but i'm done talking to you bye.

i didn't know people could be so incredibly ignorant?
or maybe i'm just a bitch i don't know
but that was really lame.
50 bucks a month? please. I'd rather keep my day job!

......

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 12:04:36 GMT

Breathe and just relax....

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 21:34:39 GMT

GO GET A MASSAGE WITH COURTNEY RICHARDSON AT STERLING MASSAGE SCHOOL IN ADDISON!
She's training to become a license massage therapist and she needs YOUR help to obtain her 50 hours of internship. SHE NEEDS BODIES TO MASSAGE GUYS AND GALS!!!
And I wasn't kidding about the price! It's $35 for a full 50 minutes of massage! And let me tell you - IT'S A COMPLETE SENSATION!! <3

Sterling Health Center
Phone Number (972) 991-9293
Call to schedule an appointment with her
OR visit www.sterlinghealthcenter.com for more information.

Here's her schedule:
Mon: 10am-5pm
Wed: 10am-5pm
Sat: Noon-4pm

It was WELL worth it guys!! I got one w/ her and I'm coming back for more!

=/

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 16:04:40 GMT

Something just doesn't seem right.... Now what is it? I just can't seem to be able to put my finger on it.