| WE DON'T HAVE ROOM FOR CONTACT LENSE DISPLAY CASES!!!!!! hahah oh my gawd. |
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| Remember, anything in Italics is straight fictional. Do NOT get them confused with me writing about my personal life.... That's a whole DIFFERENT story... Enjoy...
I suddenly felt the urge to run into the rain and feel the raindrops on my cheeks... Like my warm tears, they were comforting... Almost subsiding my empty feeling inside...
My hair is all wet from standing here... My makeup washed and rubbed away... My clothes dampened... My skin, soaked to the bone....
Yet I felt so good... About everything... Like nothing mattered....
Like nothing mattered at all.....
It felt so good.... So so good... In fact... I wish I felt like this forever... A neverending feeling that I could forever live with.... Who would've thought I'd find something that made it all go away...
If only I could erase every memory of every thought of everything that reminded me of how things use to be... Every moment that was "cherished" and all of the feelings that were "shared"... I'd do almost anything to get rid of it all...
Yet at the same time... I want it to all be there for me to remember... For me to look back and say, "Good times..." But why is it that I feel like I can't even contain myself because it bothers me so much? Because I feel like every time I think about it, I get so angry I just want to kick, scream, and yell?
I'm in the rain again... The rain is washing it all away... Goodbye everything... Goodbye emotions... Goodbye emptiness... Goodbye to it all... Let the rain wash it all away....
This Texas weather is pissing me off... Though, I can't complain... It's not burning hot just yet... I lost my garage space since mom just bought a new car.. Bummer. Oh well.
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| should've just went home right? should've just been like. fuck that shit. should've just been like. whatever i'm w/ friends and who gives a shit. but no. i just had ot have my way right? what the fuck ever. now i want to go home. |
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